December is here and I know because she's a frigid bitch and makes me cry
Warning: emotional vulnerability ahead mixed with the seasons fucking greetings it's Yule HOORAY.
If you ever need to describe a December Sagittarius, this will do the trick. No Notes.
The problem with my mother going into labor on the Winter Solstice meant she did something fucking rude and made me a cusp. I do not care if you buy into cusps or not, with my sag stellium being only alas…a day into Capricorn season and hating mornings thanks to a Scorpio rising thats put me through bullshit and karmic asshanding…. December 22nd is my birthday.
This is inconvenient for several reasons:
I hate cold
I hate short days and long nights
I lose my will to live
You realize you’ll never actually have a holiday with your parents again that exists or is joyous.
The last four years could frankly, put many a braver soul than I in a psych ward. I think it’s okay to admit that now. You did what you had to do to survive. Don’t forget. You might actually be able to afford therapy this year but dont get too cocky this is the us of a.
I leave 2022 with a small platform built amidst the rubble. Ending a decade I am thrilled to never repeat. That in itself along with my life and health, is the greatest gift I can ever receive.
Even when we don’t always feel it. Even when all we can do is grieve for a really long time. Maybe always. Maybe not.
I love pulling out my Nordic Deck. It’s a good reminder that seasons pass, and I will put them away to focus on the spring with major cozy vibes. It’s calm and matter of fact. I feel like someone draped a blanket over me when I work with it.
The 9 of Pentacles reminds us that we have a lot to be thankful for and its important that we know them by name. And name them that know and give.
We are diving deep into the darkness to conquer…well I’m not sure what, but as we sit in the longest night, your eyes do have to adjust eventually.
The 2 and 4 of Wands say your dopamine is probably low, you could stand to sleep earlier and drink more water. You must care extra hard and extra long for yourself, it is a cold night.
Be careful how you speak. Be careful how you think. You are listening.
Learning we can live a life of grief and loss coupled with new beginnings and happiness is the tightrope we all have to study in order to walk across.
I’ve stood in one place for a long time, regaining my breath. Now, I aim to regain my consciousness.
This month, my Winno group (with occasional updates to you), will be walking through tarot for Yule. Focusing inward on the balancing act of grief and anxiety the holidays can bring. Seeking and seeing that there is more to walk into on it’s way.
Prompts, a meditation challenge and fun witchy ideas to create your own sacred traditions are some of what we will be talking about and covering.
Open to all for free or for the paid tier if you wish to support my writing and eclectic witchery.
What I want to Try:
Found my own cat on Pinterest lmao good luck to all the cat owners out there
What I’ll be carrying on me or maybe gifting a friend:
My Tarot Bookings, Collages and Spellwork bookings are open for booking in my bio. There is now an added option to gift a service to someone else!
And it is my bday month so…just saying ;P
Solstice readings will be offered once my choir gig chaos slows down. Be on the lookout!
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